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PRETTY TIFA(:

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to my DEAR kOR^^

teehee^^
to my kOR,

you're the special kor i have,
sorry! for whatever i done wrong to piss you off and made you angry.
thanks for talking to me every night,caring for me, making me SMILE.
i promise you i will SMILE ._.
hehehes...

LOVE you MOST.

fading


i'm feeling so empty this days.
i noe my soul is hungry and i dun have a goal in life.
whats there to live for?
tell me...


HIM,
this is worst i tot i can start talKing to you liKe de past after what happen on FB.
haiz... but things seems to got worst
on msn try my best to thinK of things to chat about, but nothing....
we use to sms each other everyday, but now about afew months, your a total no body to me?
weird-do in another words...
i wanna sms you, but i feel stupid. ahhhh!
stupid stupid stupid stupid me...
we are fading apart more and more each day.

on msn and sms i try to be perfect towards you, i try many things.
and i tot i would never have to regret but i have to NOW.
i dunno what i'm saying now.
this is too much.
i'm not perfect for you nor anyone.
feel liKe ending my life....

MY SOUL,
this one i very pissed-off
i dunno why my soul so fxcK up ahhhh!
nothing much to say, sorry!

i thinK i'm gonna write a list of things.

you move or i move


maybe i'm just bluffing myself about all this.
maybe what i said was right?
i dun wan it to be right.

seems like i have to move on, seens you dun react to me nor my signs.
i dunno if you're reading this,but if you're reading
I wish i have that courage to tell you,
YES! i do wanna slove this out with you.
YES! i do like you.

i believe you will just think i'm a bloody despo freak and crazy, mad women.

when you called me "a blessing to you"
my heart skip abeat.
i cannot tell you that feeling i feel so bless...
all i ever wanted,
you ask me
who is the someone u mentioning on ur pm.
I told you
dunno dun wan say dun wan think dun wan do anything about it
you told me
if u choose not to do anything
it wont solve anything

but i really cant your not steady for whats gonna come.
so am i!

kor^^


cute cute... teehee! beloved, kor.
our fav milk tea (:

too much to say,much to sob.




ahhhh... my title is EMO i think?! LOL. haiz, OMG! i felt the same feeling like what i felt in the past about 8months ago, that is soo-NOt- AWesOme, is just making me pissed-off and scare i dun wanna same thing to happen again ]:
well i can say, is all just seems like a dream after one-night. oh! even that night was quite bad everything seems so perfect until.....
FxCk, i felt so de cheated, as if you're lied to me. hmmms... maybe, you did lied to me? just to make me HAPPY for awhile. i dun even know what's going on?
we dun talk we dun do anything! you're just a thread to me and my life.
it TAkeS TWO HANDS TO CLAP ._.

this is the second time its happening to me! i bet there is more coming...
sobing.
i hate it, i have beem crying for 3 night aready.


last.

It all started with a "hey"
weeks of talking, laughing,sharing

and hope-ing, caring, wishing
i do LOVE you!
there's something about you
i like about.
[i HATE that i LOVE you soo.]


this days

hey! very long never blog leh. sorry cause my computer dying.
so bored, hais.... i need that M)phosis bag bag, and i want new sandles and ipod nano.
and shopping with wanyi again.
finding elmo wallet, and domo wallet.
and moi need awesome hoodies-_-
and wanna grow taller
asking daddy GOD, i pray that i will grow taller(:
nothing much to say random crappy stuff.

ahhh....
LOVE is another stupid game some-how.
my kor and i face-ing the same problem with LOVE! so sad rite. agree wor! ==.

i cannot believe it

depress manzxc...
i'm in love with a freal<0.

+Day 1 in dairyfarm camp
*stone
*eat
*stone more...
*random LOL games
(Day 1 very boring)

+Day 2 in dairyfarm camp
-High Elements
*flying fox
*rocl<>
*dead there
*cry lil
*wall<>
*stone

+Day 4 dairyfarm camp
*Wet Activity
*dragon boating( never do stone there)
*slacl< *lunch *sleep *wash canteen *play lil< *campfire *played TRUTH or DARE *freal
*run lil

- Day 5 dairyfarm camp
*tall< & sleep wol
*tall< up="" 6="" sleep="" again="" until="" 650="">
*than etc eat than blah blah blah.
lazy type!

Eternity

I lied in bed at night and pray,
that you will think of me.
I cry until my eyelids close,
and dream --- eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face,
for a moment i forget.
Then a cloud passes by,
and i realize, this is it.

I carry on throughout the day,
feigning joy, and feeling pain.
I long to gaze upon your face,
and share a smile, an embrace.

The day is drawing to an end,
and still I think of you.
I try to relax, yet in my mind,
I wonder what to do.


copyrighted from
page [87]
Of Chicken soup for the teenage soul IV

i will smile even if i dun get you to be part of my life.